It’s been a long time since we spoke.
I guess I kinda forgot about you, with every thing happening. Sad thing was, that was the time I needed most someone to talk to.
It’s all better now, I guess. Stuff sorted itself out enough.
I promise we’ll talk more often. You’re one of the few things I’m taking with me. Gotta travel light, they say. Gotta keep one step ahead of the seekers.
Typical.
In my every day life, I can be ranting and raving in my mind about any number of things.
Time to write instead of think, not a one comes to me.
Probably because I realize the ridiculousness of most of my rants, so don’t want a physical record of them.
I tend to get worked up about petty things. My brain won’t let it go and runs it on a loop.
Writing it down means using logic. My brain already makes me see the other side of things far too much as it is. I don’t need witnesses to the fact.
Now watch, soon as I hit post, something will hit me.
The comments. It was the comment rhat finally tore it.
Everyone heard me when I read it. How could they not? Especially after I went room to room yelling about the comment.
I shouldn’t have been surprised to see it there. It was bound to come eventually. Part of my pointed that out.
The other half was too busy ranting and raving to listen.
I brought up to everyone I ran across that told, showing and judging them on their reaction. Too many didn’t understand and I was forced to dismiss them from my life.
I ruminated on the comment for the rest of the week, looking it from every possible angle, making sure I got every possible nuance.
The comment never left my thoughts. Remains to this day.
Just came across this. Let’s see how far I get.
Desert Words 