As we meet, I am a little chagrined..
This year I lost NaNo for the first time in some years. I know there are still a few precious days left, put I have thrown in the towel.
I am not sure exactly what happened. I have a suspicion that my decision to blog it as I went had something to do with it. As well as my lack of clarity as to how faithful to the original I was going to be. And my work schedule didn’t help.Ironically, the Facebook page for my MC received more looks after I realized the lost cause.
But I have not let it be a total defeat. I added a chapter to a long neglected fanfic. And am looking to pay off some fanfic commitments. There is a hint that I will return to my NaNo for another go.
I am choosing not to let this take the wind out of my sails, but to force a rethinking. I am working small for a bit. With my schedule, it seems worth the try.
And I will be at it next year, as well as Camp most likely.
Sometimes you slam the door shut so hard, it makes the window pop open just a bit.



